It's so simple really.

New post at my new url: www.thisiswhereiwrite.com

Thanks for the patience in my absence. Alice has left her cube and it's all wonderland wandering from here on out. ;)

I'm in Pinup Perfection Magazine!

The kitchen issue, darlings. Mama may be useless when it comes to domestic duties...but I sure look hot faking it. ;)

Check, check, check it out! Flip on over to page 24 to see what's in store!

ALSO!

In addition to boobs and fun, we are doing a fundraiser for the Greenville fire. 102.1 the Edge, with some extra help from DJ Jesse, has graciously provided us some kick-ass items up for raffle.

Prizes include:

• An autographed guitar from 102.1 the Edge's Egdefest 19, signed by ALL the bands.
• Tickets to Coheed and Cambria, Alkaline Trio, Angels and Airwaves, Aaron Lewis of Staind, and more.
• Season Passes to Bewitching Burlesque's 2010 season
• 2 two-hr sessions of tattoo work (300 value each) from Hold Fast Tattoo
• 3 sessions of laser removal from Allen Falkner and a tattoo cover-up from Suffer City
• An original painted skateboard from Kira Leseman
• Original art from Vera Voodoo, Daniel Driensky, and more!

This is a great way to help out while indulging your voyeurism.

It's Showtime!

So I REALLY want to send you kittens to my new blog later today, but for right this moment, I only have time to tell you this:

Come see my next show! It's going to be lots of fun with burlesque coming to the legendary Trees in Deep Ellum. Tickets are $15 online or $20 at the door...so get yours now!




And here's a little teaser for you about what you can expect from me: I'll be performing a song from a VERY well loved band originally from Dallas that really highlights my best features. ;)

xoxo BvBB

I Can't Even Say Your Name.

There is someone I miss very, very much so. It doesn't work. Not that we don't work, but it doesn't work.

I don't like missing people. It makes me feel so vulnerable and insecure. A constant barrage of wondering if they miss me, too. And if they don't...then what am I doing?

But this secret missing, it's tugging on my mind, until I can't even seem to write straight.

I breathe in. I breathe out. I feel your name in my lungs and in my throat, and I wonder how I can release you without speaking it aloud.

Quick Wino Post.

I'll make this short...mostly because I'm drowning my sorrows in a bottle of wine right now. But I must say...I find it so funny. My ex. My Duckie daddy. My one- and- only- person- I'll- probably- ever- agree- to- marry- because- it- all- went- so- horribly- motherfuckin'- wrong.

It's so funny how he doesn't know me at all...not this me. The pretty fairy bitch who emerged from the cocoon of the wreck that we called marriage. So many times...I asked him to check my blog. Here I am ready to move, after nineteen months at this URL, but he won't even notice. So many times...I told him where I was published. He received the first, the only thus far, printed copy of my short story collection. The one that I glanced around my cube farm, as I printed, certain that this was the time I would be caught...printing all 120 pages of A Whore Like Me. So many times...I told him about when my first Dallas burlesque debut would be. The one where I made friends that will mean the world to me forever after.

He never read any of it. He never showed up for my show. He never bothered to try to explore the person I had become while holding our child deep within me. Some days it makes me cry. But other times...it's ever so funny. How could you not wonder about the woman you had helped create from the girl you had fallen in love with?

Another of many differences between us.

I'm a Liar.

So you know how I absolutely swore that I would release my new blog name last week? That was lies! All lies! I do have a new name for things...sorta ;). However, it's still under construction, and I don't want you peeking ahead of time.

My very-best-very-good buddy over at Posthip is sweet enough to be making my blog for love and not money, so I'm not going to make any promises about when the new site will be good to go.

But I'm looking forward to moving forward—and I hope you all are as well.

xoxo

PS Back with a for real deal post later today or in the morning.